EBONY EYES
Prologue
The mist and rain
of the late autumn afternoon swirled in and out of the grave stones as a solitary
figure walked towards the mound of a lately filled grave. She placed a single
red rose on top of the dirt, then left the way she had come.
Another figure, its
face hidden by a wide brimmed black hat, gazed out of a window, some distance away.
At the local hospital,
a nurse went about her duties as usual.
Maggie returned
home, from the funeral, to find the door to her cottage open. She went inside,
removed her wet coat and, after hanging it up, opened the door to her study. Someone
was sitting in her special chair; the one she sat in on cold winter evenings as she watched the dancing flames play back other winter evenings from another
time.
The chair swung
round. The left side of the face that greeted her sagged. Strands of limp black
hair had been hurriedly arranged in an attempt to conceal the disfigurement. It
was, Maggie thought, a useless attempt at concealment. The brown eyes, the left
one of which drooped, were heavy lidded. A wide brimmed black hat, weighed down
with moisture, clung to the woman’s head, like beached seaweed. The woman’s
left arm dangled over the side of the chair.
Maggie recognized
her immediately.
‘Carole?’
Carole Overton’s head
moved stiffly as she spoke.
‘Maggie how nice
to see you. Awful circumstances though, yes? I saw you place that single red rose on Colin’s grave. Now why you would do that, I wonder. But I think we both know the answer don’t we?’
Maggie shook her
head, ‘I’ve no idea what you’re talking about.’
'Really?'
'Really?'
Carol raised her
right hand and used it to place her useless left hand on her lap. She then reached behind her.
And placed the shotgun on
her lap, with the barrels lying across her left arm.
Maggie gasped.
‘A lovely thing,
in its way, isn’t it?’ said Carol.
Maggie watched, in
disbelief, as Carole raised her right hand and “broke” the gun.
‘Loaded too, I see,’
Carole said. ‘Expecting unwanted visitors are we?’
‘Carole give me
the gun!’ Maggie made a grab for it, but Carole pulled it away, and flicked the twin barrels into
place against the stock.
‘Sorry, not ready
to hand it over just yet. Now, don’t you want to know why I’m here?’
‘No. I just want
you to leave.’
‘Sorry. No can do. You don’t get off that easily,’ said Carole, ‘now step back while I stand up. ‘
She pointed the
gun at Maggie’s chest.
‘Step back
now!’
‘Be careful,’ said
Maggie, ‘Please that gun is…’
‘Loaded? Yes Maggie. I know.'
Carol moved closer
to Maggie and gestured towards the chair with the gun, ‘Now sit!’
Maggie sat down.
Carole leaned
against the kitchen table. She took two cartridges from the box that she’d placed
there earlier.
‘I’ll just pop
these into my pocket for later. Did you know that Colin taught me how to use a shotgun?
He said all women should know how to use guns, just in case…’ Carole’s voice drifted
off. She suddenly started humming to herself and pulled the gun close to her
chest.
‘We have to take
care of each other, now he’s gone, don’t we?’
Carole’s eyes
glazed over and she looked away.
Maggie seized her
chance. She swung the chair around and jumped from it. She started for the door
but Carole was too quick for her.
‘Oh, no please.
You can’t go yet. You haven’t told me what I want to know.’
Carole raised the
gun.
‘Now be a good
girl and sit back down!’
Maggie staggered
backwards into the chair.
‘Well?’ said
Carole.
‘Well what!’ said
Maggie, her eyes not leaving the gun.
‘I want you to tell me about your relationship
with my husband.’
‘I don’t know what
you’re talking about.’
‘Weldon hospital
ring any bells?’
‘I was a junior
nurse there but I…’
‘You were his
nurse while he was a patient at Weldon hospital,’ said Carole, ‘so stop
treating me like a moron. Did you really think I didn’t know?’
‘He was a very special
patient wasn’t he?’ Carole continued, ‘and you - you were a very special nurse
weren’t you?’
Carole place the
gun barrel beneath Maggie’s chin and raised it. ‘Weren’t you?’
‘I may have nursed
him. I nursed a lot of patients. It was a long time ago,’ said Maggie.
‘Oh come on! Don’t insult me. I saw you there!’
'But I...'
Carole nudged the gun against Maggie's throat.
Carole nudged the gun against Maggie's throat.
‘Nurses shouldn’t take
advantage of people in their care. But you did just that! You took advantage of my husband's situation and then you took him
from me. I’m afraid I can’t let you get away with that!’
Carole aimed the
gun at different parts of Maggie’s body.
‘Let’s see now,
head or heart? Hmm. Perhaps the heart. More fitting and far less messy. Don’t
you agree?’ Her eyes narrowed.
‘Carole don’t!
This is madness,’ said Maggie.
'Madness is as madness does my dear.'
'Madness is as madness does my dear.'
Maggie closed her eyes and saw herself in Weldon hospital, thirty years ago.
She had been a junior
nurse back then and knew nothing of war injuries; of what shrapnel could do to
the human body.
Colin Overton had been
in Vietnam. He’d married Carol, at her insistence before his battalion was
shipped out. He had only been in Vietnam for three months when a land mine ended his
soldiering.
Three of his mates,
guys he’d done basic training with, were blown apart in front of him. He was
luckier, he was in one piece but badly injured.
He’d spent months
in hospital and Maggie, who just happened to be on duty when he was brought on
to her ward, was assigned to care for him. She changed the dressings daily,
bathed him; did the personal things for him because he couldn’t. She also wiped
the tears from his eyes when the indignity of his situation overwhelmed him.
Maggie remembered
how Carol had behaved and looked, when she visited her husband. She would perch seductively, on a chair at the foot of the bed. Carole
knew the effect she was having on her husband and she basked in the enjoyment
of it. She would sit there, smoking one cigarette after another, until it was time to go. Then she would get
up, creep her fingers along the bed, knowing exactly what she was doing, and make her way to the door. Once there she would turn, touch her fingers to her lips and
blow her husband a kiss.
One day she came and simply took her husband home.
Back in the
present Maggie realised Carole was staring at her.
'Enjoy the memories did you,' said Carole, 'God what did he ever see in you?'
'Enjoy the memories did you,' said Carole, 'God what did he ever see in you?'
‘Possibly something
he didn’t see in you,’ Maggie said gently.
‘He was useless,’
Carole paused, choosing her words carefully, 'in every sense of the word.’
Maggie smiled. That
wasn’t her recollection of Colin at all. She suddenly remembered a night, when,
in the anonymity of her beachside cottage, they had found peace and comfort, in
each other’s arms. That was to be the first of many such nights.
No, she thought, she hadn’t found him useless at all.
No, she thought, she hadn’t found him useless at all.
Sometime later Carol had suffered a stroke. It had affected the left side of her face
and body. She never came to terms with
what had happened to her and as a result she was temporarily confined to the
psychiatric ward of Weldon hospital. Carol was pregnant at the time and her condition gradually
worsened. When the baby arrived there was really only one choice.
‘I’ll take the
baby and go up north, find a job. At least that way I’ll have a part of you,’ Maggie
had told Colin at the time.
He hadn’t objected.
Maggie called the
little girl Ebony.
She never saw Colin again.
She never saw Colin again.
Maggie wondered
if, given present circumstances, she would have done things differently, but deep
down she knew the answer.
She was suddenly very tired.
‘Just tell me what
you want to know Carole.’
‘You and my
husband had a secret,’ said Carol, ‘and I want to know what it was!’
‘After the baby
was born Colin and I decided…’ Maggie didn’t finish.
The door opened
and a young woman came into the room. She had short, black, curly hair, and
piercing brown eyes. She looked at Carole first and then at Maggie.
‘Mum?’
The full force of
both barrels hit the young woman in the chest and she crumpled to the floor.
‘No!’ Maggie screamed
and rushed over to the lifeless form. ‘Oh God! Carole what have you done.’
‘I think you’ll
find she’s quite dead,’ Carole said, her voice cold and distant. ‘You took my
husband. So it’s only fair that I take something from you.’
She walked over to
where Maggie was leaning over the body of the dead woman. Carole knelt down,
and looked into the lifeless face.
‘She doesn’t look
a bit like you,’ she said, ‘the eyes and hair are all wrong. But I can see
Colin in her - oh yes she’s definitely Colin’s daughter.’
Carole looked at
the uniform the dead woman was wearing.
‘Do you know I think I’ve seen her somewhere. She looks sort of familiar.’
‘Do you know I think I’ve seen her somewhere. She looks sort of familiar.’
‘She was a psychiatric
nurse at Weldon Hospital and she was your daughter,’ whispered Maggie.
Carol stood up, ‘Oh
No, that can’t be right,’ she said, ‘they told me at the hospital that my little
girl was stillborn.’
‘No,’ said Maggie,
‘your little girl wasn’t stillborn.’
‘Such lovely brown
eyes. But they should have been blue.
Blue is such a lovely colour isn’t it?’ said Carole.
She smiled and
taking two cartridges from her pocket, reloaded the shotgun.
She placed the
shotgun in her mouth and pulled the trigger.
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